So here I am, yet again
To share all that I have gained
A many struggles and a series of strife,
Trying to make it in this upside down life
I appreciate His plans but can’t just pretend
That I’m loving this n don’t wish for it to end
Yes there was loads to learn n some of them I did
But there was always a feeling of something being missed
With adventure and knowledge, it’s an uphill road,
Still life runs for me in an entirely different mode
I have got to know things inside and also out,
But none of the achievements could make me that proud
I’m different, I’m more or may be I’m just less to be here,
It’s just that it gets too much on me and gives me a fear
It hazes out the vision making things all unclear
And now I’m glad when the end is so near
These tasks, the challenges, the fight, no it’s not me.
Just wish to be back to myself and be more of me.
